Friday, February 28, 2014

People have things so confused these day when it comes to other people. I say this because it's happening to me right now. A person I know is basing my character off of the actions I present instead of asking me and getting to know me. First, if we're going to be any type of friend at all then get to know me, be open minded, and less to judge. But, when you don't do that don't out the blame on me be aide you feel I'm being a certain way when I have said numerous of times that I'm here and open to let you know anything about me. I'm not just saying it for my breath so USE what I tell you. Sometimes, reactions come because of how a person is feeling. They are angry, depressed, and burnt out. All things I am including having PTSD.... That doesn't make my character because these things are liable to change. My character is something that never changed and that's what you should see. I can't ask you questions about me that you want to know be issue if that's the case I should just talk to myself. However, that's not how I operate, I operate on a Q & A situation that way you can ask me and I don't just tell you everything and have to be interrupted. But, when you don't do that you can't make assumptions off of what you see because you didn't make that effort. I'm not going to force it down anyone's throat to get to know me but don't talk about something you don't know. It's that simple.  I'm a very open person and I ask a lot of questions and I know some May not be use to that but I'm open to compromise and help in that area. Talking just comes naturally to me. I am just sick and tired of people saying this and that about me but yet you take the time to know. Then you throw up that I'm not being a good friend, or a potential girlfriend, and someone you can't talk to about anything because that's not fair. If I leave the door open for you then dive in because nothing gets on my nerves the most is someone who just assumes and judge. Making fun of my problems and what I have going on making it seem like I'm a joke. It hurts me and just makes me feel low and even more depressed. I'm just getting to my end with all this and I'm really starting to hate opening up to people because all they do is pre-assume before actually know. I'm just so burnt out and I can't hold it anymore because I just want to lash out but instead I hide because I'm so tired of using my voice. Especially to people who aren't open to receive change. I've had it with people and I just hate it all right now. I really wish assumptions didn't exist. However, not realistic, huh?? Ugh... I'm hate this. Bye. :(

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